Sleeping in the same bed as Depression at 3am on a Sunday.

It’s 3pm on a Sunday and I’ve got that dreadful feeling that brings me weakly to my knees, collapsing back into bed after spending only two hours at most trying to banish myself from it until nightfall,
falling back into the comfortable inertia,

My limbs filling exorbitant with what feels like liquid lead,

My two dangling arms hanging over the edge of my bed like two anchors trying to drown me in dithering despairs

And I must hope in the half-hearted cynicism of the hopeless that if I keep so very still,

And pierce holes into the dead space of my ceiling that moves in nauseating, churning waves, the heaving weariness that presses, stresses into me, bearing down heavily on my chest like a great weight will lift like a morning fog.

I am almost so certain I have a darkness festering in the space behind my two eyes and in my possession, I have a depression that possesses me.

It’s 3pm on a Sunday and I’ve got that dreadful soporific feeling that leaves me dragging my heels behind, and melting into the familiarity of inaction and stagnation.

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livullmann:

Liv & Ingmar (2012) Dheeraj Akolka

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enstill:

untitled by Tom Cabrera on Flickr.

enstill:

untitled by Tom Cabrera on Flickr.

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dollycunt:

daddy takes me to the prettiest places to get high

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  • Me: my anaconda don't
  • Me: my anaconda don't
  • Me: my anaconda don't want to go to school tomorrow
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ocn:

Alessandra Spranzi
Things that happen, 2005

ocn:

Alessandra Spranzi

Things that happen, 2005

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papawu:

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papawu:

From imgfave.com

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Warpaint - Stars (2010)

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zenfabulous:

Jenny HolzerDie fast and quiet…(from the Survival Series) 1990.
screenprint on brushed aluminum

zenfabulous:

Jenny Holzer
Die fast and quiet…
(from the Survival Series) 1990.

screenprint on brushed aluminum

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fuckyeahtattoos:

Pinky swear, for me and my fiancée.
Done by rich Hadley at rain city tattoos, Manchester, UK.
Helloohannah.tumblr.com and lilith-not-eve.tumblr.com

fuckyeahtattoos:

Pinky swear, for me and my fiancée.
Done by rich Hadley at rain city tattoos, Manchester, UK.
Helloohannah.tumblr.com and lilith-not-eve.tumblr.com

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cuidesac:

I would kill to be your clothes, cling to your body and hang from your bones

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